Was Caroline right?

So I feel kinda royally fucked off.

Perhaps she was right after all. I was often going to all the effort that others wouldn't go to. Trying my hardest to make the most of things. Taking the opportunity while its there. However, fuck all is received back and to be fair, it was Caroline who noticed this perhaps upto a year ago and pointed this out. How did I react?

I defended my 'friends'.

Well, tonight, I feel as if some light has been shone in my path. Light Caroline had tried to put my way.

For the purpose of the blog and perhaps my subconsciously, I feel weak, insecure, angry, trapped in a corner and without a shoulder to lean on.

I'm sorry