Lack of belonging

Hmmm

Went out last night, had a great time. All the usual faces + ones that have come back from Uni. Real good to see them, especially Peter Hambridge.

On a change of note - not thinking I'm gonna find a proper girl for a while. Well, for a start I dont think I'm looking in the right places. Heh - in Nish's drunken state he called Kate to prank - except our standards slipped and we gave ourselves away. He then carried on chatting - he told me she has a new Boyfriend. Cool. Must admit felt a bit funny about it all, but in fairness I've seen a number of girls since too.

Meh

Yeah, at times I feel I'm in a world of my own - others always pointing out im different in many ways. Fair play. I am, but I think I'm somone who loves it. Sticking out from the crowd. Just hope I find a girl who is the 'perfect fit'

when u think life's complicated enough - it takes you a 'notch' lower.

Have a good Christmas all.

Firas