recap

first off, this laptop is fucking briliant - i think the screen could be a little brighter - but bear in mind Im making a comparison with a screen that cost more than this whole laptop.

right - seemed like a lot of last weeks blog was about our Missy Caroline.

I cant see any reason why I shouldnt continu the trend - Sunday went brilliantly. It was clear thigs were very tense up there. She initially didnt want me anywhere near where she lived - to ensure we werent seen by her friends. Thankfully one of her friend s helped us go up to her place largely unseen.

we spoke - chilled. one of her friends made us dinner which we appreciated a great deal - meant we didnt hve to venture out. I am geting very tired - but il pull through this lack of sleep - i need to do it - it'll be for me when I try and look back though all this!

So i wanted to find out how she though about things progressing - i had thought shed need time (what with her breaking up with her ex 4 days previous) but it soon became clear she didnt want time - she thought she was happy and ready. I did said i wouldnt make a move - to give er more time and to think things through, she saud she didnt ned it and wanted to know what i was waiting for!

i didnt - and i stayed till about half 1 in ger room. i decided to go - and she was being awkward about me going - we met again in the car park to ensure we werent sen together.

Then it hapened. I swear i idnt mean it to. We were hugging and she slapped me and a joke. Then remarked 'you weren't expecting that'. i replied no and pecked her on the lips - expecting to say heh - u werent expecting that...eexcept it quickly turned into a full blooded kiss!

We joked about it and she started calling me a liar - for actually making a move - i swear i hadnt - but i guess it just turned into one - we spent another haf an hour kissing. i nearly ran out of petrol on the way back cos i left the car on while we were kissing.....i love life...you never know what it has in store for you - its a little like one of those roller-coasters in the dark - Space Mountain comes to mind.

the next few days were spent txting and calling. i saw her again last ngiht. she down for her mums birthday this coming wednesday - she back for the bank holiday weekend too. im not complaining - i love when shes down here - when i can see her and not have to drive an hour and a half to get to my bed. She hasnt text me back - il o that to make sure she got in safely....

met her tonight with Mike today too. we chilled and messed about - generally spending quality time with the people i care for. Cant ask for anything more.

Love life too much. Thank-you.

il see all of you at some point - some, sooner than others - but above all else people, you have to be able to take the piss out of yourselves....