uugggh

I'm tired - but cannot sleep. I'm hungry but canot eat. I'm pissed off - but have nobody to blame but myself (maybe Kate a little bit)

I had my Tonsils out on Tuesday afternoon. It was certainly an interesting experience.

First off there was the staff - most friendly - albeit a little slow (slower than me under sedation). Then there was the food - worse than one of my attempts at a sandwhich.

However - no matter what happened the facts remain. I now have to gaping holes either side of my throat - where food now collects. The whole tissue area is now white in colour - and is more painful than anything Ive known. See the thing is - when something aches - you normally take panadol - and grab a nap. Except with this u nap and sleep and spend 3days trying to get on with your life - and the pain is still there.

What a fcking pain in the arse eh?

I'm on something called Oramorph. Its a liquid based Morphine based prescription. Awfully strong stuff - but where I was left dazed for hours hving taken some of this magical solution - Im now left gagging for each dose. It seems its effects are shortening in time everyday. I know how this works - the body builds a rappor with the drug - requiring more to have the same effect.

I sometimes hate how i know stuff.

So my Girlfriend's ex is causing us grief. Not fun. God im tired. I cant do this tilll i can have more Morphine - can I? browsing for 2hours? shit.

yeah - keeping typing - the time'll fly F. Xbox 2 details out soon - that'll be nice. hmmmmsleeeeeep

xxxx