Dont shift to SupaNet

Hey guys,

Think this has to be the unluckiest few days of my life - they've certainly been some of the most uncomfortable.

First - work. Further news of job losses. Felt helpless. Distress. Not for my position, but for those around me. For over 5 months these guys have taken me on and taught me a great deal. They are fantastic people and do not deserve this. My main problem is the fact that I don't want to be shifted to do something I didn't up for.

Quite unhappy about it all. The dream position at my age and career level vanished in weeks - if not days.

On a further note of my run of bad luck - on my way to replace the chipped mirrored door - I hit something on a single track road and lost my side mirror. £12 =VAT replacement.

After all that today - the last thing I needed was for my bedroom project to take another hit. Well it did. On the installation of the handles the veneer came off the door as I was drilling a hole for the handle. F*%@ked off does not come close to how I feel at the moment. Got dad on the case - anyone got £40 for the replacement? I'll start a "Firas's door" fund - as well as paying money to Tsunami victims - pay me as a victim of bad luck and my Ikea door. Think I'll finally move into my bedroom this weekend. Bring it on baby.

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I want that Aluminium Apple gear now to cheer me up. Boy will this blog get interesting when I get it!

F

p.s. i promise to expand on tonight's title tomorrow...waaaay too tired tonight.