Train woes

I'm sat on the train. Figured that since I hadn't blogged in a while,
ill do it on the train. Sounds like I'm being extremely lazy, but
really my mind has been elsewhere.

The training at the new job has been deep and tiring. However its
obvious how thorough it is. The exam marks for the Certifications are
well over 80% across the board. Good trainer, good students too.

Life has been hectic.

But as the certain ex once said, 'Firas, you wouldn't like it any
other way' and you know what, she's right. She wasn't often wrong.

Yes I do still think about her.

I went on two dates with a girl I a met in St. Albans. Perhaps I'm
expecting too much, but I knew pretty soon after we met things weren't
going to happen. I'm not one to take advantage of the position I found
myself in. Perhaps Ben is right, perhaps will regret me wasting these
months walllowing over Caroline.

But.

I simply haven't met anyone who's made me feel that way. And without
that, I won't put the effort required to crack on with the
relationship.

Still, everything else in my life is spot on. Cannot otherwise
complain. Although I could do with some sun this october.

Live long, and don't die of skin cancer. 'If there's one bit of advice
I can give you, use sunscreen'

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