So, I havent read my last post; thought I'd pick up from where I think i left off - i dotn have the time to read what i said; i care that much about what i type on here.....
So. I guess the '6Days' thing refers to Caroline. A great looking girl, with a personality that puts a smile on my face without effort. Having met up for Drinks on Wednesday night in Casa and Lloyds, we met up again on Thursday night - where i 'kidnapped' her and took her to Haagen-Dazs in Liecester Square.
I did say she was great company. We talked about a great number of things ranging from me not using my 'tool' to family morals and issues surrounding relationships and cheating.
Friday we met up in a pub near her house, and followed that by watching a DVD (Love Actually) which I thought was nice, but quite predictable....
Soon after that we chatted and got on with building some form of Bond. I am someone who doesn;t like to keep stuf inside. She knew i was interested - however, for those that dont know her, she has a boyfriend.
Cant remember if I went off on one on these blogs about infidelity - i think i did. But we didn't 'cheat' - if you use this term in the strictest of definitions. We didnt kiss, just occasionally hug.
What I found most appealing was the ability for us to spend great amounts of time with one another and for that time to simply fly by. We did loose track of time so many times during these 6days.
There have been a number of things we each have said and that have needed us to ponder our positions and i guess we each did a little soul searching for ourselves. Did i mention i really like this girl? On Friday night, she gave me a cryptic clue to what we were going to be doing on Tuesday night (last ngiht) she had bought tickets for 'Les Miserables' a theatrical production on the West End.
What an amazing experience. I loved every minute of it. The passion in the performer's eyes - the obvious mix of drama, beauitful music and a great storyline simply had me in shock. I really didnt know what to expect - however, I had a great night hun - thank-you xxx
What else have I been up to? Nothig but Caroline I guess. I get the odd hour or two of sleep, oh yeah - I work still, i occasionally eat, but thats been iffy recently too. hmmmm - yeah - Id guess Caroline has been the one thing in this messed up head of mine, and I love it. I appreciate this girl. She has morals, and shares my thoughts on some key issues. I have a great deal more in common with Caroline than I ever did the Roya or the vast majority of the girls id dealt with.
Soon after we got back to her place last ngiht, we stayed up and talked. We got more and more things out in the open. Things over this 6day period hadn't been 'touchy-feely' there wasnt the holding hands or the kissing. I like that - the position we found ourselves in meant that we were forced keep things at that pace. I liked it - beacuase things have gone waaay too deep waay too quickly in the past - Nicky is the main chain of thought here.
We stayed up till about half 5. The freaking sun started hiding the stars - the birds began thier daily ritual of singing, and i thought my HUGE lack of sleep couldn't continue. Half an hour later i was faced with my half asleep dad asking why I had bothered to come back at all - as i said to sayf, i thought it woulda been rude to say 'I didn't have a spare shirt' lol
meh - all part of life. Its a learing curve - I think im going to learn a lot about myself if things progress with this lass - however, i find with every minute i spend with this girl, i long to waant to know how she 'ticks', how her dicision making is done - i like her enough to put so much effort into things i do with her.
She's worth it.
Want to take things step by step should they progress at all - there can be no assuming anything - i just need to wait and see.....
Thanks all,
xxx
