Greetings

Wow - been a while. Been quite busy don't you know...

Training for the second job has been pretty intense - but good fun. Interesting to learn all the ins and outs of the platform. Altogether quite nice :)

Noticed a little trend - I'm speding a great deal more time with girls. This is quite odd for those that know me, cos I'm usually not one to entrust those without a cock.

What's quite scary about this trend - both the girls are only children - like Caroline. Guess ruling them out through that has ina way helped me. Either way - interesting to get a little more feminine aware - especially with my relationship track record.

um - what else. TfL has been slow today - but it's my last day tomorrow for the deptartment I'm in, so I actually expected it. Think I'll install my .Mac and get that going. Don't fear - my bloggling shall remain here!

One thing thats on my mind, is there realisation that since Caroline, I have in a way closed myself off, pushed myself away from the social scene that once ruled my life. I attribute this to the fact that I didnt get a single second to myslef whilst with Caroline, and perhaps have enjoyed my own company. So much so, that I don't miss it.

I am aware that I might be turning more geeky. Perhaps I tell a lie - in some ways I do miss it - but life is all about balance - smoething Caroline wouldn't get even if it walked up to her in £600 YSL shoes.

Thats right - not a typo. Six Hundred Pounds.

Still working on flatbuying on FTBI. I applied to the Herts. Scheme tha'd allow me to buy the Watford flat. Need to advertise on TfL notice board for a 1 bedroom vacancy in Watford - free travel, only 16mins from Euston. I think I'd get someone to move in with me. A nice couple would be amazing. Perhaps a young quiet grad.

Time will tell.

Much Love,

x

Hair

Didnt get it cut afterall. Might let it get real long.

Looking forward to second job - though a friend has alerted me to the hard work it'll be. It'll be fun. I hope, at least I wont be on me feet all day. I want you all to come and support me!!

shoukd have played more Wii think weekend. Might fire it up in a sec. The extension is slowly coming together. I need to spend big money on furniture. perhapd £1k, but i hope it'll be less. Either way, my rooms will look the fucking dogs bollocks.

F

Righto

So today started off with a pain really. Much of the same on this blog really. 2 women walked past on the platform wearing Caroline's scent.

Literally sent shivers down my spine.

Not one girl, but two. I mean FFS.

Right. Enough of that. You lot might be interested in other 'happenings' so here goes. Think its about time I cut my hair. My personation of Cousin It is no longer effective (I'm reliably told it never was) so I think it needs to go.

The housing side of things are hotting up, I need to get myself on the ladder somehow - looks like it'll have to be through the FTBI. So, there's a block of appartments going up in central Watford that is really quite perfect. But it is dear. £288k for a two bed, two bathroom flat. Ouch.

Anyway, seems like with my current financial situation I'm borderline. Still, the people there seem very helpful, and are giving me hnts left right and centre. You know, "does this nudge nudge, wink wink". I don't wanna put myself financially in the shit by doing it, but I am kinda assuming the second job remains a very long-term thing. It'll need to be to ensure I can afford all this shit.

I would accept leaving the place empty. If I can get one of my friends / colleagues to move in a pay me £500/month then I'd be sorted. Then I'd try and look at buy-to-let mortgages, and buy the remaining 50%. As soon as I do that, I would fully own the property and can do what the fuck I want with it. When the Government still own a %, my balls are in their hands.

I'm trying so hard to do the right thing for the future. I'm sending all the right signals (if you'd pardon the pun) at various groups within TfL. Assuming I get £30k when I fall off the grad scheme, i'll be ok. The second role will puch me into the higher tax bracket. :)

I don't see my career at TfL sky-rocketing, but I don't mind - as long as my pension is in place, and that second home is already in place before I move out/get married.

Thats the big plan. Is it all going to fit nicely? Will there be a housing market crash? Should I remain saving while the interest rates continue to climb? Well - these are questions I need to figure out. In the meantime, I'm doing this on my own. I can just about do it. Any donations to the 'Let Firas buy a flat' will be accepted by PayPal ;D

Mucho Love,

F

hhhmmm

Hey all - yes the frequency of the blogging leaves a great deal to be desired - meh.

So last weekend I was cycling from Central London (Euston) to Cambridge. (yes I know, but it seemed like agood idea at the time) And through the physical pain, the sweat and the heavy breathing.....who was I thinking about?

You fucking guessed it.

Part of the reason for the extra Part-Time role was a slight change of scenery. TfL's girls weren't hot, and the ones that were, were all married or engaged, so definately a no-go. Perhaps the staff at the new place are hot and perhaps single?

TfL experience is still second to none, and leaves me itching to get into work, I expect the same of the new role too. I really cant wait.

ugh

I can get really uncomfortable at times - it fucking sucks. The only way to describe it - is the feeling of a heavier stomach. I haven't gone a day in the last 9 months without thinking about her.

I'm going to bed